Okay, so this post won't be funny, maybe more heartfelt and i am sorry for that. I am warning you aheaed of time though so don't say i didn't warn you.
I need to get my feelings out and this media is here and I'm gonna use it.
I want another baby. I want to try for a girl. I said in my high school year book that my ambition was to marry rich and have 6 kids and be a stay at home mom. Well...I now realize having 6 kids is INSANE but i think 3 would be good. However, the 2 I have are a handful and a half and money is tight. The hubby says no way.
I have had migraines for the past 5 years and have now just got them under control with birth control pills. I would have to go off birth control to get pregnant.
I have 2 friends right now that are pregnant and would give anything to be pregnant with them! I LOVE being pregnant. I want a little girl so badly I can taste it. It tastes like cotton candy and strawberries! The thought of being done having kids is devastating. I REFUSE to say I am done having kids.
I will say that I can wait. I can wait 3 to 5 years and have a baby when the kids are older, when we are more financially stable.
Don't get me wrong, I am fulfilled with my boys. I love them more than I can put into words. I love my husband; our relationship gets better by the day. I don't NEED another baby but I feel like it is my destiny to have a baby girl. So to all of you that I have talked to about having another baby, don't talk to me about it. I am trying to persuade Chett to have baby in the future. Until then, I LOVE my boys, all 3 of them.
Stay Funny San Diego, Daya
1 comment:
Hang in there doll. I know how you feel. I want a baby (just one right now) so bad but my hubby says no til we have more money. arrrrr...he drives me crazy!! Miss you! Hugs, Erin
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